I cannot wrap my mind around how deep the work He is doing in my heart . So much revealing and so much healing. I wonder why so much all at once. I have been through a few very, very trying times over the years, but they all seemed so focused on one particular thing or lesson. This feels so different, so multifaceted. He seems to be coming from so many angles.
This time of darkness has unearthed many precious treasures. For even the sin and weaknesses, when exposed and repented of, become treasures.
The lack of surrender. Many things on the surface that looked surrendered, yet when examined closely, I was holding onto with both hands. (tightly!)
Many fears, hurts, unresolved heartaches, and most recently, a few 'golden calves' thrown in for good measure.